A Prayer (November edition)

Please be with us God
Please never leave us alone on our seats
Please accompany us with your loving heart
Keep us in the correct path
Provide us the intelligence, enough...towards our success
Bestow us the confidence
Deliver us from fear, stress and forgetfulness
provide us the good health and energy holistically

We're all hoping that the answers in each question would not cause so much stress on us...
but ease.


Please provide us a good November 29-30, 2008
Help us to pass God
Help us.......

Thank you dearest in advance......
Thank you so much


Guide us:

Pa-add nung maga boboard exam dito


Arellanites, Seamedians, etc:
Kenneth Librea, Roze Calingo, Shiela Magpantay, Ralph Wolfe, Catherine Matriano, John Lord Picones, Eleanor Tabunot, Apple, Para, Karen, Jobart, Pinsan ni JL, Jhobie Lugo, Rose Anne Santos, Tere, Yung magasawa na nasa likod namin, Pati yung ka row nila hehe, Basta mga seamedians, hehe, Prell Gomez, Felixberto Jimenez, Ate Nimfa at Bf nya, ate Rhea, Gina, Anne, Rosario Hilario, Charlotte Casapangra, Arjen Anievas, Yvette Sacramento, Charmaine, Noeme Serarzo, Allan Tablizo, Tungol, Tess, Hurly, Ate Marlene, Mandia, Rayward, Jim, Glenn, Cousin ni Ate Shiela, Unciano mates ko, Arellanitez.........




and all deserving pipz who will take the board exam.
hehe

(.!_!.)

TV5: Shake Mo TV Mo

by WildnerveZ

A new channel started to shake the Philippine Telivision last August 9, 2008.

This TV channel is expected to bring us high quality programs starred with popular and good artists. The first time I've seen their Station ID, I thought that it was actually a commercial or advertisement of a TV Company. I find it so cool. I like the Concept. TV headed people. Very Unique.

Ive just seen their new program, "Rakista" starring, Carlo Aquino and Denise Laurel and other new faces on Phil entertainment. I find it cool and very nice. The way how the modern youth deals with their personal dilemmas is the main focus of this show, I guessed. Hehe.

I can’t wait for the Philippines' scariest challenge to be aired soon.

Batang X: The new generation

Philippines Scariest Challenge

(SOON)

Wheat Bread of Pan De Manila

by WildnerveZ

My mother bought ten pieces of wheat bread from pande manila two weeks back from now. Each bread is big but passive. I think I would not eat one if I never tried to taste a little. Wow, the taste is so good. It’s a giant salted bread (pandesal) which contains high amount of fiber, which makes it very tummy friendly. Now, every time I go in Pasig, I never forget to buy some and bring it at home as a pasalubong. My family loves it's very satisfying yumminess. It costs P60/piece. I think you would think that it is so expensive but you will never regret it if you are a real bread lover. One bread is enough to make you feel full. Ive also tried their wheat loaf, one time when there is no more available wheat bread. I find it scrumptious too.

I am a Photographer

by WildnerveZ

I'm having my lessons in photography under a friend of mine who is an excellent photographer. Just recently, I got my very first project, which is to take pictures in an event. I took pictures on his son's baptismal. And I'm so happy to achieve a positive output out of a negative expectation of myself towards my abilities. Even my guru said that I did an impressive job. So far, my friend believes that I have a good eye enough to catch moments in nice shots. We got lots of plans and we're going to start fulfilling each of our goals gradually.

(by Ken)

two different shots of one subject, "the cake"

This is one of my first shots in the field as an amateur photographer.

A cry of a Bum

by WildnerveZ

After a student graduated from his course, he is expected to have a job as soon as possible. And these Expectations keep me in the curse of pressure. It is so difficult to find a job related to my course which is nursing. Why? Because our school didn’t allow us to take the June Board examination. They said that long time of preparation would help us to pass the exam this November. You know what? I think It's a messy idea. Now, little by little some of what we had for almost four years in the field is fading. I just keep in checking my notes before all of those in my head got lost. I think its not really a good help to have a long months of review before facing a very unexpected questions from the board members. I, and some of my close friends decided to have our review two months before judgment day.

I'm 21 years old already and I think, even though my parents do not say it to me directly, I can feel their expectations on me, which is not to be jobless. That is why I keep in explaining to them my situation. I have just finished a very controversial course. The PRC is very strict about the rules and patterns in this field. However sometimes I feel the pressure so badly. I am a bum. I wanna earn money. Now, I keep in exploring many things asides from being a health advocate, which I think would even help me in the future. I'm studying photography. Just after our graduation, I and some of my mates decided to work in a call center. But so sad, we have to face a very obnoxious consequence before we would be applied in the job. We have to take our board exam next year, which I think is very horrible.

Prejudice Perceptions

by WildnerveZ




I'm afraid to fail the board examination this November. Not just because it would take another 6 months before I would be able to take the next one, but because of the negative perceptions that would be thrown towards me by people around me specially those whom never ever believed on my abilities.

You know what? I think It is very unlawful to judge a person negatively just basing on the result of his exam. No one bears the right to call that person a moron, lazy or a boob/fool. The problem is that, many of those who failed the exam were victims of stereotyping. Many of them do not deserve that. I think the board exam is a game of luck. There is an incidence when a Magna Cum laude from a very popular university was hospitalized because of severe depression after not seeing his name on the list of board passers.

I can't help to think that I have more possibilities of failing the examination. I feel so nervous. I promised to my self that I will spend my two months of review just facing my notes and away from leisure and pleasure. Or should I say that I have to consider studying as one of my pleasures. I can't stop thinking in a pessimistic way.

One thing I'm sure of, I have a friend whom would bestow me not just luck, but also all which I need to pass the Board exam, GOD.

I'm also praying for the success of my close friends and mates who will take the November Board Examination for nurses.

Harmony

by WildnerveZ

I want to sing and share each of my notes with other eardrums. Share it to catch smiles from their lips. Dance my tongue together with the beat of the music. But my voicebox isn't a gifted machine. I'm not a good singer.
I can't sing? Actually I can. But not that good as of others. I love music. I actually sing but not in the front of the curious audience. I sing in the front of my self. I sing with all confidence, alone. Notes might be in the wrong lines, lost.
Until oneday, I met a girl whom I never expected to have a great voice. She's really outrageous. She taught me how to love music more. She always tell me how to put my notes in the right lines. Now, I sing alone no more. Though I have an obnoxious voice, she's still their to listen. It makes me feel more confident. There is an extraordinary feeling of joy inside me. She saved me from the curse of solitude.
There are times, you will realize that being alone isn't the best way to enjoy life. Solitude is very different from having someone to lean on. My story is actually a profound explanation of it.Enjoy life. Dont waste it. Try to raise up from a long sit. Hold others hand. Kiss ones cheek. Explore the world together with others soul. Sing and play your notes with someone.
"Life is a videoke song which needs two microphones, thus two singers to achieve a perfect score of 100." by wildnervez

Dusty Sideline

by WildnerveZ

I think nowadays, putting a little primitivism onto our daily living is quite helpful.
The price of LPG, necessary for cooking is on its hike. Because of that economical dilemma, many people prefer to use charcoal as a substitute to the expensive LPG.
My family is actually one of many thrifty families in town who uses charcoal. Actually we also have LPG but we use it very seldom. Because of the increasing demand of charcoal, my mom decided to make a business out of this black dusty burned piece of wood. We, now sells charcoal. It's available in sacks, and costs P130/sack. Many of our buyers are very satisfied on the quality of our charcoal. The charcoals we sells were ordered from a friend of my mom. My aunt used to order packed charcoals from us. We deliver it to her in packs already and give it to her for only P2.50/pack. She sells it on her store for only P3.00. She always orders a minimum of 180 packs of charcoals from us regularly. Dusts from it irritate my sensitive nose. But, money out of it widens my smile.

I THINK...

by WildnerveZ

I Think…


Buying and selling pirated DVD's is legal.
I've seen a police buying one.

No Filipinos will suffer from hunger
If every day is Election Day.

No one really idolize PGMA
Because, all of us want to be tall.

Road developments and Public Establishments will begin to rise on 2010
It's Election Year.

Sinking Vessel

by WildnerveZ

Filipinos are passengers of a low quality vessel which may sink anytime, anywhere. Our captain is going to kill us. He will do it gradually. He disguised himself by wearing white clothe and cap. His intention is not to bring the passenger in their destinations but to suck their pockets and bank cards. Because he was not a competent captain, he didn’t noticed that his ship was already weak and vulnerable. Poor Filipinos are in great danger. He is a wicked captain. He was not eager to provide the people the expected quality of service, the people must be availing. The grubby money of the poor Filipinos is his target. He want to suck all of their wealth.
"PILIPINAS" is the name of that ugly vessel.

HE/the CAPTAIN refers to the GOVERNMENT.

Missing You

by WildnerveZ

The day is so dimmed. The sky cries so loud. The wind sobs like a child. I feel very much sad, being away from my Hun. She lives 50 kilometers away from our province and it makes me feel so gloomy. I miss her so much, and I'm hoping that she feels the same way. I know that she loves me very much and it's enough to make me feel so fortunate. I have someone to lean on. I have a very special someone who inspires me to move on. She lives so lively inside my soul. She runs frenziedly here inside my head.

I miss her giggles and jokes. She always makes me smile whenever I'm in melancholy. She erases the folds on my forehead when I'm livid. I miss her so much. I can't wait for our next rendezvous.

Smile my Hun, smile. Take care of your self and take a period of rests. Never put your soul in total exhaustion from wondering and thinking that I might cheat. No, Hun, never. I will only love one, and it's you.

I LEARNED that...

by Wildnervez

Iwamoto is actually a surname
Aileen is actually the real name of whom I know before as Iwa Moto

I have to dry my hands before clicking our CR Light switch,
It's grounded.


The red Eye-Mo is a vasoconstrictor
(Tetra hydro Zoline HCL)

GLANCES

by WildnerveZ

Love, a word composed of few letters but draws a million of pictures within each of us. It has different meanings which depend upon the pers on who feels it.

Right to love
(a friend of mine)

He is a great friend of mine. He is a silent person, discreet and eccentric. He is so kind to me, which made me to think that this man is a gay and he is inlove with me. His sticky glances at me became a part of my days. I felt so weird. His special feelings for me became very obvious day by day. I don’t know what to feel bout him. Yet, I still treated him as a close friend of mine. Nothing changed. I guessed he is a gay. Maybe he admires me; he is in love with me. Actually I don’t know what to feel bout that but I'm quite confused on how to treat him. How? Maybe I hate it. I hate that he is inlove with me. But what can I do? Nothing. It is his right to love. It is inevitable for him. I actually don’t know how this guy fell in love with me. One day he gave me a letter.

A Stranger
(Hidden Identity)


One busy burning Saturday, someone texted me. I hate it caused I thought someone was trying to deceive me. Below is our text conversations. (I made it short)


Stranger: "Hi."

Me: " May I know Your name?"

Stranger.: "I'm Leny, from morong, 19 bout you?

Me: "Weh, I'm ken. Please don’t deceive me cause I hate it. I knw you know me."

Stranger: "Im not deceiving you, I assure you. Can we be textmates?"

Me: "Okay, but tell me your real name, pls."

Stranger: "I'm leny"

Me: "Okay I'll just text you later. I'm busy"

Stranger: " Okay, take care and God bless you, ken, A FRIEND OF MINE."

A FRIEND OF MINE is the song written on the letter given to me by him. A clue. Then there I knew it. The one who are texting me is a friend of mine.

Me: "weh, You are him!"
Stranger: "Yes, hehe, am I a good actor?"


The Revelations
(I Love You So Much)

I told him that I have a girlfriend already. I think it made him feel so doomed. He said that he was quite disappointed. Hehe. There he told me that he really love me till now and that I'm his inspiration. I felt quite weird. He is a gay, I concluded. After years of hiding his feelings, there he did it. He was able to say it to me.

"I'm not a gay." He said.

Wow I got confused.

There, the revelations begun.

======He is a hermaphrodite. He got two undeveloped genitals of both a man and a a woman. He was treated by his family as a guy. He was introduced to the society as a guy. However, my friend feels different. He has a heart of a woman. His feeling is more of a girl, feminine. Few people know his secret, mostly his relatives. I think it is so hard for him. He can't show the real him cause of the idea that people would judge him. They would treat him differently, sadly negatively. His condition is actually abnormal. He is so confused. Now he just keep on living as a normal man. He just hides his real identity from the judgmental humanity. I told him, that he is a responsible man, bright and benevolent, which would bring him to success above those who are normal. =============

The Best
(continue living)

He told me that he really loves me. He really admires me. A feeling of jealousy is inevitable, I guess, especially now that he know that I got a girlfriend already. I told him that He will never ever find the right person for him if he will always consider me as the best one. He just told me that it's too hard for him. Very difficult.

Now, we're good friends. He said that he will just continue living, and will try to become optimistic that someday, he will be able to see the right person who will accept and love him forever.

Devastated

by WildnerveZ

I feel so devastated today!!!!!!

I got here job offers but up to now, all of them are still offers.

I wanna have a secured job before I'll attend my review this coming September.

Job offers by now:

Pending------

a. People Support (call center agent)
b. Commercial model. (pending VTR)
c. Assistant of a professor
d. COURSE AUDIT STAFF (recent)

I'm so interested with all of those jobs but I still have to wait,.....
and I dont know till when I have to be patient.

Just this morning my friend professor texted me to come to the campus cause there is a job opporunity which really fits me.

I was so happy and so optimistic, thinking that this would be the job im waiting for.

Then after long wait,.....my friend told me that I have to wait till the course audit coordinator needed my service. I have to wait till someone resigned from the same job, wait till someone needs to be replaced by me.

whew,...I'm so dissapointed.


actually i'm looking for a job cause I wanna support my expenses this coming September.
I wanna fulfill something,..... . I wanna make my life meaningful even for six months. I got here six dull months, and I really really hate it!!!!!!!

I wanna CRY

(.T_T.)

I HAVE A DREAM

by WildnerveZ

I have a dream, a song to sing
To help me cope with anything
If you see the wonder of a fairy tale

You can take the future even if you fail
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
Ill cross the stream - I have a dream
I have a dream, a fantasy
To help me through reality
And my destination makes it worth the while
Pushing through the darkness still another mile
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
Ill cross the stream - I have a dream
MY FAVORITE SONG

I wanna:

make this blog, wildnervez a popular blog site.
make a website and make it popular
be good in making animations
learn how to use 3d animation-makers software
learn how to type without looking at the keyboard.
be more articulate
have a job before September 2008,any job
support my own fees for my review this coming September
Loose a little weight. I'm getting bigger.
be taller, 5'7" is enough. Im 5'5" right now.
be a commercial model (as if)
Pass the November 2008 Board examination for future nurses
Be a successful and competent nurse
watch 3d movies in Mall of Asia.
buy lots/houses in different places, here and abroad.
have a roller coaster ride in Enchanted Kingdom
have a trip in Manila Ocean Park.
have a swim in Boracay
give my family a better life
ride in an airplane and in a helicopter.
have a trip around the world.
Have a glass house
Plasma TV
have the newest model of cellphone. Recom no more.
have TV inside my toilet]
have the newest model of laptop
have my own Jacuzzi and covered swimming fool.
have my own beach resort
have a business together with my friends as business partners.
provide jobs for the poor
have a sip of the most expensive soup on earth.
be a cook
be a baker
reach the highest mountain on earth
buy original copies of movies. Pirated no more.
have a centralized aircon inside my house
buy LCD for my theater room.
have my own modern model of video cam and digi cam
be married with my very beloved hunny, 4-5 years from now
have 5 or more healthy kids
name my first son, Kyle.
celebrate their birthday with a chocolate fountain
name my next child, Zeke
have a twin
have a happy and prosperous family
be respected by people who never prayed for my success.
be a director
be a good writer
Make a very successful movie/ entertainment projects.
found a charity for unfortunate children.
have a trip in the new seven wonders of the world.
be an instructor/professor
Have my own house abroad.
feel the coldness of snow
Have a roller coaster ride in Disney land together with my family.
be SOMEBODY.
own big named companies.
have one million pesos inside my pocket
try sky diving
have my own car. The most expensive.
have a longer life
die without enemies
die without contact lens or eye glasses
travel outside the earth's atmosphere
make my surname, LIBREA, popular.
know what's behind life
know if ghosts are really true.
die with a smile.
be cremated.
be in heaven, with GOD.

Steel Stealers!

by WildnerveZ

I HATE ROBBERS!!!!!

Steels are a strong alloy of iron containing up to 1.5 percent carbon along with small amounts of other elements such as manganese, chromium, and nickel.
It can be sold in junk shops with a price depending on its quality.

Just this morning of July 4, three of our steel bowls were robbed. This was actually our first time to experience this kind of unwanted and obnoxious crime. It was not actually the lost which caused our anger, but the situation per se. The situation wherein we are being puzzled by someone whom we do not know what he/she can do in the future. What if he/she robbed electric wires from our area? Blackout is a doomsday for me.

Actually three steel bowls were just little compared with motorcycles, roofs and home appliances robbed by that bullshit from our bothered neighbors.
A neighboring abandoned house, four blocks from our house was now a literal massacre victim wherein its steel walls, roofs, skeletons were being robbed bit by bit.

The robber might be one of our unfortunate neighbors who were compelled by extreme misery and poverty to steal. He/she might be a drug addict who needs to buy grams of shabu to compensate with his/her addiction.

The case of the steel stealer is still unclosed. I'm hoping that the person concern with all of this will be arrested sooner.

Wowowee vs. Eat Bulaga

by WildnerveZ

I'm not a kapamilya nor a kapuso. I watch what is great. I watch what is cool!!!!!!

Before, my perception about Wowowee is that it is the cheapest and most horrible program on Philippine television. Now, I watch it because I feel no boredom during luch time everytime I watch it. I love the willi of Fortune segment. It is cool, very funny. Everyone, audience and contestants were showing there true selves. Eat Bulaga is getting worst, very corny and HORRIBLE. Ive seen the "Sa Pula, Sa Puti segment" and I find it so boring. Listening to its game song is very disgusting. I hate the tune, even the ear punching lyrics. Poor tio, vic and Joey. Their noontime show is
getting funny no more.

They also imitated some of the strategies of their rival show. For example is the segment where in they let their contestants to show their talents like in Willie of Fortune segment of Wowowee.
Willie Revillame's show is getting better than before in spite of the cheating scandal in Pera o Bayong segment. I think it is true, because of some evidences caught on video as shown on youtube.com. But because of their positive appeal to many and growing viewers, that scandal was expunged already.

I don’t think so that Eat Bulaga is still the number one noon time show. It's a mess if it is.

Ive seen the very beautiful and sexy Angelica Panganiban in wowowee. She's a mess. She's not a good host. Direct was correct. She's a statue behind Willie.

Who's that beautiful lady besides pokwang? Mariane? She's so cute but also a nasty host.

I love that girl endorsing Pau Liniment. Milagring? She's cute.

I hate that crazy, shabu-user looking dancer who endorses WOW MAGIC sing. She's not funny, she's scary and horrid.

We're not ALONE?

by WildnerveZ

ABSENCE of EVIDENCE
is not
EVIDENCE
of
ABSENCE

Year 2008:: No concrete evidences of Extra Terrestrial Life Form were obtained.

I do believe that EARTH is not the only living planet in the vast and infinite Universe. There are a countless number of planets and galaxies in space. There are planets that may have the same features as of our own earth.

We can never tell that there are no living creatures in Mercury, Jupiter, mars or any planets we know at this time.

Our space machines and robots sent to those planets in our solar system were designed to obtain pictures on the surface of alien planets. Most of the photos obtained from each projects were supporting the idea that there is no life form there. Let us consider the idea that there are intelligent creatures from other planets and they have sent the same kind of machine to our planet for studies same as what we humans are doing. Then their machines landed in Gobi Desert. They would even think that the earth is a deserted planet and no life forms are present.

Collision

by WildnerveZ

THE COLLISION OF TWO GREAT GALAXIES.

According to a science related program on HISTORY CHANNEL (cable channel) the universe is continuously expanding. This was confirmed by the National Aeronautics and Space Administration (NASA). This information was supported by records showing the changes in the distances of galaxies from our own milky way. Some were getting farther and some were getting nearer. One of the most terrifying findings of NASA is the future collision of two major galaxies in space. These two galaxies were the ANDROMEDA (M31, NGC 224) and the Milky Way. Andromeda galaxy is bigger than Milky Way. It is binucleated. Thus, it has enormous gravitational force that will immediately absorb our spiral galaxy. The collision would greatly affect all solar systems and planets within each galaxy, including our own earth. Theories were presented stating that the earth would bang to other heavenly bodies, like planets and space rocks causing the ruination of all life forms on earth.

a FEAST beneath

by WildnerveZ

The fisherman thought that he just caught some kind of a big species of a fish which caused his difficulty in lifting his fish net from the sea.

A story from a primetime news program

Whew, he was so shocked and surprised when he saw a cadaver stocked on his net with big squidz and shrimps attached into it.Those creatures were all sucking and eating a big fleshy meat of a man.

Very GROSS!!!!!

They were having a corpse feast. Nutritious extracts from the rotten flesh of that man is a nutritious snack for them.

I love beef, chicken and pork.....I love vegetables too....I'm an omnivore...

Hoho, ill not eat shrimps and squids in a meantime, or should i say forever. I'll think about it many times.

Hehe, (.!_!.)