Devastated

by WildnerveZ

I feel so devastated today!!!!!!

I got here job offers but up to now, all of them are still offers.

I wanna have a secured job before I'll attend my review this coming September.

Job offers by now:

Pending------

a. People Support (call center agent)
b. Commercial model. (pending VTR)
c. Assistant of a professor
d. COURSE AUDIT STAFF (recent)

I'm so interested with all of those jobs but I still have to wait,.....
and I dont know till when I have to be patient.

Just this morning my friend professor texted me to come to the campus cause there is a job opporunity which really fits me.

I was so happy and so optimistic, thinking that this would be the job im waiting for.

Then after long wait,.....my friend told me that I have to wait till the course audit coordinator needed my service. I have to wait till someone resigned from the same job, wait till someone needs to be replaced by me.

whew,...I'm so dissapointed.


actually i'm looking for a job cause I wanna support my expenses this coming September.
I wanna fulfill something,..... . I wanna make my life meaningful even for six months. I got here six dull months, and I really really hate it!!!!!!!

I wanna CRY

(.T_T.)