WildnerveZ

A Prayer (November edition)

2008-11-05T15:48:00.002-08:00

Please be with us God
Please never leave us alone on our seats
Please accompany us with your loving heart
Keep us in the correct path
Provide us the intelligence, enough...towards our success
Bestow us the confidence
Deliver us from fear, stress and forgetfulness
provide us the good health and energy holistically

We're all hoping that the answers in each question would not cause so much stress on us...
but ease.

Please provide us a good November 29-30, 2008
Help us to pass God
Help us.......

Thank you dearest in advance......
Thank you so much

Guide us:

Pa-add nung maga boboard exam dito

Arellanites, Seamedians, etc:
Kenneth Librea, Roze Calingo, Shiela Magpantay, Ralph Wolfe, Catherine Matriano, John Lord Picones, Eleanor Tabunot, Apple, Para, Karen, Jobart, Pinsan ni JL, Jhobie Lugo, Rose Anne Santos, Tere, Yung magasawa na nasa likod namin, Pati yung ka row nila hehe, Basta mga seamedians, hehe, Prell Gomez, Felixberto Jimenez, Ate Nimfa at Bf nya, ate Rhea, Gina, Anne, Rosario Hilario, Charlotte Casapangra, Arjen Anievas, Yvette Sacramento, Charmaine, Noeme Serarzo, Allan Tablizo, Tungol, Tess, Hurly, Ate Marlene, Mandia, Rayward, Jim, Glenn, Cousin ni Ate Shiela, Unciano mates ko, Arellanitez.........

and all deserving pipz who will take the board exam.
hehe

(.!_!.)

TV5: Shake Mo TV Mo

2008-08-19T01:42:00.000-07:00

by WildnerveZ

A new channel started to shake the Philippine Telivision last August 9, 2008.

This TV channel is expected to bring us high quality programs starred with popular and good artists. The first time I've seen their Station ID, I thought that it was actually a commercial or advertisement of a TV Company. I find it so cool. I like the Concept. TV headed people. Very Unique.

Ive just seen their new program, "Rakista" starring, Carlo Aquino and Denise Laurel and other new faces on Phil entertainment. I find it cool and very nice. The way how the modern youth deals with their personal dilemmas is the main focus of this show, I guessed. Hehe.

I can’t wait for the Philippines' scariest challenge to be aired soon.

Batang X: The new generation

Philippines Scariest Challenge

(SOON)

Wheat Bread of Pan De Manila

2008-08-19T01:07:00.000-07:00

by WildnerveZ

My mother bought ten pieces of wheat bread from pande manila two weeks back from now. Each bread is big but passive. I think I would not eat one if I never tried to taste a little. Wow, the taste is so good. It’s a giant salted bread (pandesal) which contains high amount of fiber, which makes it very tummy friendly. Now, every time I go in Pasig, I never forget to buy some and bring it at home as a pasalubong. My family loves it's very satisfying yumminess. It costs P60/piece. I think you would think that it is so expensive but you will never regret it if you are a real bread lover. One bread is enough to make you feel full. Ive also tried their wheat loaf, one time when there is no more available wheat bread. I find it scrumptious too.

I am a Photographer

2008-08-19T01:01:00.000-07:00

by WildnerveZ

I'm having my lessons in photography under a friend of mine who is an excellent photographer. Just recently, I got my very first project, which is to take pictures in an event. I took pictures on his son's baptismal. And I'm so happy to achieve a positive output out of a negative expectation of myself towards my abilities. Even my guru said that I did an impressive job. So far, my friend believes that I have a good eye enough to catch moments in nice shots. We got lots of plans and we're going to start fulfilling each of our goals gradually.

(by Ken)

two different shots of one subject, "the cake"

This is one of my first shots in the field as an amateur photographer.

A cry of a Bum

2008-08-18T05:21:00.000-07:00

by WildnerveZ

After a student graduated from his course, he is expected to have a job as soon as possible. And these Expectations keep me in the curse of pressure. It is so difficult to find a job related to my course which is nursing. Why? Because our school didn’t allow us to take the June Board examination. They said that long time of preparation would help us to pass the exam this November. You know what? I think It's a messy idea. Now, little by little some of what we had for almost four years in the field is fading. I just keep in checking my notes before all of those in my head got lost. I think its not really a good help to have a long months of review before facing a very unexpected questions from the board members. I, and some of my close friends decided to have our review two months before judgment day.

I'm 21 years old already and I think, even though my parents do not say it to me directly, I can feel their expectations on me, which is not to be jobless. That is why I keep in explaining to them my situation. I have just finished a very controversial course. The PRC is very strict about the rules and patterns in this field. However sometimes I feel the pressure so badly. I am a bum. I wanna earn money. Now, I keep in exploring many things asides from being a health advocate, which I think would even help me in the future. I'm studying photography. Just after our graduation, I and some of my mates decided to work in a call center. But so sad, we have to face a very obnoxious consequence before we would be applied in the job. We have to take our board exam next year, which I think is very horrible.

Prejudice Perceptions

2008-08-18T05:15:00.000-07:00

by WildnerveZ

I'm afraid to fail the board examination this November. Not just because it would take another 6 months before I would be able to take the next one, but because of the negative perceptions that would be thrown towards me by people around me specially those whom never ever believed on my abilities.

You know what? I think It is very unlawful to judge a person negatively just basing on the result of his exam. No one bears the right to call that person a moron, lazy or a boob/fool. The problem is that, many of those who failed the exam were victims of stereotyping. Many of them do not deserve that. I think the board exam is a game of luck. There is an incidence when a Magna Cum laude from a very popular university was hospitalized because of severe depression after not seeing his name on the list of board passers.

I can't help to think that I have more possibilities of failing the examination. I feel so nervous. I promised to my self that I will spend my two months of review just facing my notes and away from leisure and pleasure. Or should I say that I have to consider studying as one of my pleasures. I can't stop thinking in a pessimistic way.

One thing I'm sure of, I have a friend whom would bestow me not just luck, but also all which I need to pass the Board exam, GOD.

I'm also praying for the success of my close friends and mates who will take the November Board Examination for nurses.

Harmony

2008-08-16T05:53:00.000-07:00

by WildnerveZ

I want to sing and share each of my notes with other eardrums. Share it to catch smiles from their lips. Dance my tongue together with the beat of the music. But my voicebox isn't a gifted machine. I'm not a good singer.
I can't sing? Actually I can. But not that good as of others. I love music. I actually sing but not in the front of the curious audience. I sing in the front of my self. I sing with all confidence, alone. Notes might be in the wrong lines, lost.
Until oneday, I met a girl whom I never expected to have a great voice. She's really outrageous. She taught me how to love music more. She always tell me how to put my notes in the right lines. Now, I sing alone no more. Though I have an obnoxious voice, she's still their to listen. It makes me feel more confident. There is an extraordinary feeling of joy inside me. She saved me from the curse of solitude.
There are times, you will realize that being alone isn't the best way to enjoy life. Solitude is very different from having someone to lean on. My story is actually a profound explanation of it.Enjoy life. Dont waste it. Try to raise up from a long sit. Hold others hand. Kiss ones cheek. Explore the world together with others soul. Sing and play your notes with someone.
"Life is a videoke song which needs two microphones, thus two singers to achieve a perfect score of 100." by wildnervez

Dusty Sideline

2008-08-16T05:52:00.000-07:00

by WildnerveZ

I think nowadays, putting a little primitivism onto our daily living is quite helpful.
The price of LPG, necessary for cooking is on its hike. Because of that economical dilemma, many people prefer to use charcoal as a substitute to the expensive LPG.
My family is actually one of many thrifty families in town who uses charcoal. Actually we also have LPG but we use it very seldom. Because of the increasing demand of charcoal, my mom decided to make a business out of this black dusty burned piece of wood. We, now sells charcoal. It's available in sacks, and costs P130/sack. Many of our buyers are very satisfied on the quality of our charcoal. The charcoals we sells were ordered from a friend of my mom. My aunt used to order packed charcoals from us. We deliver it to her in packs already and give it to her for only P2.50/pack. She sells it on her store for only P3.00. She always orders a minimum of 180 packs of charcoals from us regularly. Dusts from it irritate my sensitive nose. But, money out of it widens my smile.

I THINK...

2008-08-16T05:50:00.001-07:00

by WildnerveZ

I Think…

Buying and selling pirated DVD's is legal.
I've seen a police buying one.

No Filipinos will suffer from hunger
If every day is Election Day.

No one really idolize PGMA
Because, all of us want to be tall.

Road developments and Public Establishments will begin to rise on 2010
It's Election Year.

Sinking Vessel

2008-08-16T05:49:00.000-07:00

by WildnerveZ

Filipinos are passengers of a low quality vessel which may sink anytime, anywhere. Our captain is going to kill us. He will do it gradually. He disguised himself by wearing white clothe and cap. His intention is not to bring the passenger in their destinations but to suck their pockets and bank cards. Because he was not a competent captain, he didn’t noticed that his ship was already weak and vulnerable. Poor Filipinos are in great danger. He is a wicked captain. He was not eager to provide the people the expected quality of service, the people must be availing. The grubby money of the poor Filipinos is his target. He want to suck all of their wealth.
"PILIPINAS" is the name of that ugly vessel.

HE/the CAPTAIN refers to the GOVERNMENT.

Missing You

2008-08-16T05:46:00.000-07:00

by WildnerveZ

The day is so dimmed. The sky cries so loud. The wind sobs like a child. I feel very much sad, being away from my Hun. She lives 50 kilometers away from our province and it makes me feel so gloomy. I miss her so much, and I'm hoping that she feels the same way. I know that she loves me very much and it's enough to make me feel so fortunate. I have someone to lean on. I have a very special someone who inspires me to move on. She lives so lively inside my soul. She runs frenziedly here inside my head.

I miss her giggles and jokes. She always makes me smile whenever I'm in melancholy. She erases the folds on my forehead when I'm livid. I miss her so much. I can't wait for our next rendezvous.

Smile my Hun, smile. Take care of your self and take a period of rests. Never put your soul in total exhaustion from wondering and thinking that I might cheat. No, Hun, never. I will only love one, and it's you.

I LEARNED that...

2008-08-16T05:41:00.000-07:00

by Wildnervez

Iwamoto is actually a surname
Aileen is actually the real name of whom I know before as Iwa Moto

I have to dry my hands before clicking our CR Light switch,
It's grounded.

The red Eye-Mo is a vasoconstrictor
(Tetra hydro Zoline HCL)

GLANCES

2008-07-25T00:22:00.000-07:00

by WildnerveZ

Love, a word composed of few letters but draws a million of pictures within each of us. It has different meanings which depend upon the pers on who feels it.

Right to love
(a friend of mine)

He is a great friend of mine. He is a silent person, discreet and eccentric. He is so kind to me, which made me to think that this man is a gay and he is inlove with me. His sticky glances at me became a part of my days. I felt so weird. His special feelings for me became very obvious day by day. I don’t know what to feel bout him. Yet, I still treated him as a close friend of mine. Nothing changed. I guessed he is a gay. Maybe he admires me; he is in love with me. Actually I don’t know what to feel bout that but I'm quite confused on how to treat him. How? Maybe I hate it. I hate that he is inlove with me. But what can I do? Nothing. It is his right to love. It is inevitable for him. I actually don’t know how this guy fell in love with me. One day he gave me a letter.

A Stranger
(Hidden Identity)

One busy burning Saturday, someone texted me. I hate it caused I thought someone was trying to deceive me. Below is our text conversations. (I made it short)

Stranger: "Hi."

Me: " May I know Your name?"

Stranger.: "I'm Leny, from morong, 19 bout you?

Me: "Weh, I'm ken. Please don’t deceive me cause I hate it. I knw you know me."

Stranger: "Im not deceiving you, I assure you. Can we be textmates?"

Me: "Okay, but tell me your real name, pls."

Stranger: "I'm leny"

Me: "Okay I'll just text you later. I'm busy"

Stranger: " Okay, take care and God bless you, ken, A FRIEND OF MINE."

A FRIEND OF MINE is the song written on the letter given to me by him. A clue. Then there I knew it. The one who are texting me is a friend of mine.

Me: "weh, You are him!"
Stranger: "Yes, hehe, am I a good actor?"

The Revelations
(I Love You So Much)

I told him that I have a girlfriend already. I think it made him feel so doomed. He said that he was quite disappointed. Hehe. There he told me that he really love me till now and that I'm his inspiration. I felt quite weird. He is a gay, I concluded. After years of hiding his feelings, there he did it. He was able to say it to me.

"I'm not a gay." He said.

Wow I got confused.

There, the revelations begun.

======He is a hermaphrodite. He got two undeveloped genitals of both a man and a a woman. He was treated by his family as a guy. He was introduced to the society as a guy. However, my friend feels different. He has a heart of a woman. His feeling is more of a girl, feminine. Few people know his secret, mostly his relatives. I think it is so hard for him. He can't show the real him cause of the idea that people would judge him. They would treat him differently, sadly negatively. His condition is actually abnormal. He is so confused. Now he just keep on living as a normal man. He just hides his real identity from the judgmental humanity. I told him, that he is a responsible man, bright and benevolent, which would bring him to success above those who are normal. =============

The Best
(continue living)

He told me that he really loves me. He really admires me. A feeling of jealousy is inevitable, I guess, especially now that he know that I got a girlfriend already. I told him that He will never ever find the right person for him if he will always consider me as the best one. He just told me that it's too hard for him. Very difficult.

Now, we're good friends. He said that he will just continue living, and will try to become optimistic that someday, he will be able to see the right person who will accept and love him forever.

Devastated

2008-07-12T01:46:00.000-07:00

by WildnerveZ

I feel so devastated today!!!!!!

I got here job offers but up to now, all of them are still offers.

I wanna have a secured job before I'll attend my review this coming September.

Job offers by now:

Pending------

a. People Support (call center agent)
b. Commercial model. (pending VTR)
c. Assistant of a professor
d. COURSE AUDIT STAFF (recent)

I'm so interested with all of those jobs but I still have to wait,.....
and I dont know till when I have to be patient.

Just this morning my friend professor texted me to come to the campus cause there is a job opporunity which really fits me.

I was so happy and so optimistic, thinking that this would be the job im waiting for.

Then after long wait,.....my friend told me that I have to wait till the course audit coordinator needed my service. I have to wait till someone resigned from the same job, wait till someone needs to be replaced by me.

whew,...I'm so dissapointed.

actually i'm looking for a job cause I wanna support my expenses this coming September.
I wanna fulfill something,..... . I wanna make my life meaningful even for six months. I got here six dull months, and I really really hate it!!!!!!!

I wanna CRY

(.T_T.)

I HAVE A DREAM

2008-07-06T19:49:00.000-07:00

by WildnerveZ

I have a dream, a song to sing
To help me cope with anything
If you see the wonder of a fairy tale

You can take the future even if you fail
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
Ill cross the stream - I have a dream
I have a dream, a fantasy
To help me through reality
And my destination makes it worth the while
Pushing through the darkness still another mile
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
Ill cross the stream - I have a dream
MY FAVORITE SONG

I wanna:

make this blog, wildnervez a popular blog site.
make a website and make it popular
be good in making animations
learn how to use 3d animation-makers software
learn how to type without looking at the keyboard.
be more articulate
have a job before September 2008,any job
support my own fees for my review this coming September
Loose a little weight. I'm getting bigger.
be taller, 5'7" is enough. Im 5'5" right now.
be a commercial model (as if)
Pass the November 2008 Board examination for future nurses
Be a successful and competent nurse
watch 3d movies in Mall of Asia.
buy lots/houses in different places, here and abroad.
have a roller coaster ride in Enchanted Kingdom
have a trip in Manila Ocean Park.
have a swim in Boracay
give my family a better life
ride in an airplane and in a helicopter.
have a trip around the world.
Have a glass house
Plasma TV
have the newest model of cellphone. Recom no more.
have TV inside my toilet]
have the newest model of laptop
have my own Jacuzzi and covered swimming fool.
have my own beach resort
have a business together with my friends as business partners.
provide jobs for the poor
have a sip of the most expensive soup on earth.
be a cook
be a baker
reach the highest mountain on earth
buy original copies of movies. Pirated no more.
have a centralized aircon inside my house
buy LCD for my theater room.
have my own modern model of video cam and digi cam
be married with my very beloved hunny, 4-5 years from now
have 5 or more healthy kids
name my first son, Kyle.
celebrate their birthday with a chocolate fountain
name my next child, Zeke
have a twin
have a happy and prosperous family
be respected by people who never prayed for my success.
be a director
be a good writer
Make a very successful movie/ entertainment projects.
found a charity for unfortunate children.
have a trip in the new seven wonders of the world.
be an instructor/professor
Have my own house abroad.
feel the coldness of snow
Have a roller coaster ride in Disney land together with my family.
be SOMEBODY.
own big named companies.
have one million pesos inside my pocket
try sky diving
have my own car. The most expensive.
have a longer life
die without enemies
die without contact lens or eye glasses
travel outside the earth's atmosphere
make my surname, LIBREA, popular.
know what's behind life
know if ghosts are really true.
die with a smile.
be cremated.
be in heaven, with GOD.

Steel Stealers!

2008-07-05T01:35:00.000-07:00

by WildnerveZ

I HATE ROBBERS!!!!!

Steels are a strong alloy of iron containing up to 1.5 percent carbon along with small amounts of other elements such as manganese, chromium, and nickel.
It can be sold in junk shops with a price depending on its quality.

Just this morning of July 4, three of our steel bowls were robbed. This was actually our first time to experience this kind of unwanted and obnoxious crime. It was not actually the lost which caused our anger, but the situation per se. The situation wherein we are being puzzled by someone whom we do not know what he/she can do in the future. What if he/she robbed electric wires from our area? Blackout is a doomsday for me.

Actually three steel bowls were just little compared with motorcycles, roofs and home appliances robbed by that bullshit from our bothered neighbors.
A neighboring abandoned house, four blocks from our house was now a literal massacre victim wherein its steel walls, roofs, skeletons were being robbed bit by bit.

The robber might be one of our unfortunate neighbors who were compelled by extreme misery and poverty to steal. He/she might be a drug addict who needs to buy grams of shabu to compensate with his/her addiction.

The case of the steel stealer is still unclosed. I'm hoping that the person concern with all of this will be arrested sooner.

Wowowee vs. Eat Bulaga

2008-07-05T01:17:00.000-07:00

by WildnerveZ

I'm not a kapamilya nor a kapuso. I watch what is great. I watch what is cool!!!!!!

Before, my perception about Wowowee is that it is the cheapest and most horrible program on Philippine television. Now, I watch it because I feel no boredom during luch time everytime I watch it. I love the willi of Fortune segment. It is cool, very funny. Everyone, audience and contestants were showing there true selves. Eat Bulaga is getting worst, very corny and HORRIBLE. Ive seen the "Sa Pula, Sa Puti segment" and I find it so boring. Listening to its game song is very disgusting. I hate the tune, even the ear punching lyrics. Poor tio, vic and Joey. Their noontime show is
getting funny no more.

They also imitated some of the strategies of their rival show. For example is the segment where in they let their contestants to show their talents like in Willie of Fortune segment of Wowowee.
Willie Revillame's show is getting better than before in spite of the cheating scandal in Pera o Bayong segment. I think it is true, because of some evidences caught on video as shown on youtube.com. But because of their positive appeal to many and growing viewers, that scandal was expunged already.

I don’t think so that Eat Bulaga is still the number one noon time show. It's a mess if it is.

Ive seen the very beautiful and sexy Angelica Panganiban in wowowee. She's a mess. She's not a good host. Direct was correct. She's a statue behind Willie.

Who's that beautiful lady besides pokwang? Mariane? She's so cute but also a nasty host.

I love that girl endorsing Pau Liniment. Milagring? She's cute.

I hate that crazy, shabu-user looking dancer who endorses WOW MAGIC sing. She's not funny, she's scary and horrid.

We're not ALONE?

2008-07-05T00:47:00.000-07:00

by WildnerveZ

ABSENCE of EVIDENCE
is not
EVIDENCE
of
ABSENCE

Year 2008:: No concrete evidences of Extra Terrestrial Life Form were obtained.

I do believe that EARTH is not the only living planet in the vast and infinite Universe. There are a countless number of planets and galaxies in space. There are planets that may have the same features as of our own earth.

We can never tell that there are no living creatures in Mercury, Jupiter, mars or any planets we know at this time.

Our space machines and robots sent to those planets in our solar system were designed to obtain pictures on the surface of alien planets. Most of the photos obtained from each projects were supporting the idea that there is no life form there. Let us consider the idea that there are intelligent creatures from other planets and they have sent the same kind of machine to our planet for studies same as what we humans are doing. Then their machines landed in Gobi Desert. They would even think that the earth is a deserted planet and no life forms are present.

Collision

2008-07-03T00:07:00.000-07:00

by WildnerveZ

THE COLLISION OF TWO GREAT GALAXIES.

According to a science related program on HISTORY CHANNEL (cable channel) the universe is continuously expanding. This was confirmed by the National Aeronautics and Space Administration (NASA). This information was supported by records showing the changes in the distances of galaxies from our own milky way. Some were getting farther and some were getting nearer. One of the most terrifying findings of NASA is the future collision of two major galaxies in space. These two galaxies were the ANDROMEDA (M31, NGC 224) and the Milky Way. Andromeda galaxy is bigger than Milky Way. It is binucleated. Thus, it has enormous gravitational force that will immediately absorb our spiral galaxy. The collision would greatly affect all solar systems and planets within each galaxy, including our own earth. Theories were presented stating that the earth would bang to other heavenly bodies, like planets and space rocks causing the ruination of all life forms on earth.

a FEAST beneath

2008-07-02T01:59:00.000-07:00

by WildnerveZ

The fisherman thought that he just caught some kind of a big species of a fish which caused his difficulty in lifting his fish net from the sea.

A story from a primetime news program

Whew, he was so shocked and surprised when he saw a cadaver stocked on his net with big squidz and shrimps attached into it.Those creatures were all sucking and eating a big fleshy meat of a man.

Very GROSS!!!!!

They were having a corpse feast. Nutritious extracts from the rotten flesh of that man is a nutritious snack for them.

I love beef, chicken and pork.....I love vegetables too....I'm an omnivore...

Hoho, ill not eat shrimps and squids in a meantime, or should i say forever. I'll think about it many times.

Hehe, (.!_!.)

SEAFOOD BANNED!

2008-06-30T22:43:00.000-07:00

by WildnerveZ

WILDNERVEZ:::::DOH BANS EATING FISH CAUGHT FROM ROMBLON::::::WILDNERVEZ!

My mother imposed a ban on eating fish caught from salt water.

After the maritime tragic in Romblon, galunggong and other sea foods were banned on our regular meal.

Well actually it's quite an exaggeration, but I will never eat any seafood, a fish or a crustacean obtained or caught from a very doomed area. Even though there is no evidence of poisonous chemical leakage from the area, the fact that many people died there was an enough reason for me to refrain from eating anything obtained from that area. Through media, it was explained to the public that most of the fish being sold in the market were herbivores. I think their compelling messages aims to save the fishing industry. I will never eat marine creature which have engulfed water with extracts from cadavers. Whew, just to think of it really makes me feel nauseated.
Some 10 metric tons of "endosulfan" with trade name "Thiodan" was found stored in a 20-foot container van inside the ship. It is a very poisonous chemical used as pesticide which attacks the central nervous system particularly the brain whenever someone ate foods contaminated with it. The chemical can also enter the skin pores whenever a person had a contact with this pesticide.

WILDNERVEZ:::::WILD NEWZ UPDATE::::::WILDNERVEZ!

Lethal Combination: Pacman defeated Diaz

2008-06-29T00:37:00.000-07:00

by WILDNERVEZ

Pacman did it well, again.
The action was closed at round 9. Manny grabbed with his fist the Lightweight title after defeating Diaz by knock out. He hit the record being the only Asian boxer to win 4 major titles in the field.

I felt less thrilled after I heard at ABS CBN the result of the fight, while it was not still being aired on the local television, on their rival network, GMA 7.

Pacman, with 134.5 pounds weight ended the fight, ruling almost all the ring trembling rounds. He got the agility and strength, enough to finish the LETHAL COMBINATION event.

Pacman: a TITLE HOLDER

FORMER-

-WBC Lightweight Champion

-IBF Super Bantamweight

-WBC Flyweight divisions

NOW-

-WBC LIGHTWEIGHT CHAMPION

David Diaz

-Member of the 1996 US Olympic Team as a Light Welterweight

Frank: a MESS

2008-06-23T04:59:00.000-07:00

by wildnerevez
A week before the storm hit our area; I prayed a million of times for it. I prayed for a storm relief from the toasting heat of the sun. Then, my prayers were answered. 3:00 o'clock AM, Sunday, the galloping noise of the rain falling on our roof wake me up from a deep sleep. Black out. No lights, no fan. Whew I hate it. My bed was almost wet. The walls were moistened. My prayers were answered exaggeratedly.
Hundreds of Filipinos died, two ships sank, and floods killed people. Hehe, big problems compared with mine. I got here the after math of the typhoon. No calls from my girlfriend, and a day of darkness. Making telephone connections with some area is so difficult. Huhu. We even experienced a day without light and television. I can't live without it. I'm doomed.
I got a broken pencil, while others got a broken leg. My problems were quite light compared with unfortunates. Thank God caused none of my love ones were harmed. May God's mercy relieve the misery of all those people who felt so badly the anger of nature.

i am a PHOTO EDITOR

2008-06-15T04:04:00.000-07:00

Photo editing is the most innovated way to beautify a particular photograph. It also helps in adding cool story and attention-grabbing appeal to your passive picture. If you hate your picture because of your terrifying zits, well I can make your face smoother and blemish free through my Photoshop.

I learned editing pictures by my own curiosity. This hobby frees me from stress.

BEFORE
AFTER

(maximizing and focusing a certain region of a photo through cropping)

(adding colorful texts and personalized displays)

Through photo editing i can also make personalized logos for your blogs and websites.

If you want my service just email me at wild.nervez@gmail.com

Anyway Im also good in making powerpoint presentations and movie making/editing

Halo and Tail

2008-06-07T04:18:00.000-07:00

by: WildnerveZ

Is it wrong to be true? Is it a sin to be a man?
God created us. He gave us life. Then why he let us to suffer from misery. Yes, he just tests us. In this world, to survive is a competition. Committing sin is sometimes a must. Who can blame a wife who killed her husband after she caught him having sex with another woman? Who can blame her? I can't. For me sometimes, a sin is a result of a natural reaction of the body caused by a stimulating factor that we perceives wrong or is against us. However it still depends on our control. Yes it depends. God meant it, to make us different from each other. No body is perfect. Meaning, everybody can commit sin. He created both the evil and the good. He created man innocent at first. But because of his environment, he learned how to gamble, to voyeur, to kill, to commit sin. Then who is the root of all sins? For me, it is us, man. Man who was created by God. An art from a supreme being. Man who was imperfect, afraid and soon will be dying. Anyway, this is my own perception. I love God but who can blame me to ask HIM. Are you cleared from sin? Are you perfect?
I'm trying to live clean and away from bad deeds. However, it is fate which sometimes put me behind the protection of sin. I confess to God and to you, that I am definitely sinful. I am sinful because I am a man. Imperfect. I have both a halo and a tail. But, at least I'm trying to live away from evil. And I know to my self that I'm at the side of the Almighty God.

Showbiz Headline: KASANGGA PASSED AWAY

2008-06-07T00:49:00.000-07:00

by wildnervez

Ms. Lorna Tolentino, a very valiant and caring woman, faces a new beginning of her life as her husband, Daboy (Rudy Fernandez) expired from four years of suffering from cancer. Rudy died in White Plains, Quezon City at 6:15 a.m. Saturday at , June 7, 2008, at the age of 56.

I think this was the best thing to happen. No more sufferings, no more tears from him. Tears from all who loves him will shower his grave instead.

MIRACLE didn’t save his life, but DEATH came to wipe off his sufferings and misery. I think this was the hardest thing to accept for his family and friends who really really loves him.

Condolences

"HOME"

2008-06-06T04:01:00.000-07:00

by WildnerveZ

Three filthy and mucky individuals entered a fast food chain. The ambience hates their existence inside. The child bears a wide smile while pointing the toys she had just seen in a TV commercial, which she can attain if her mom has at least 80 pesos in her pocket, to buy the meal together with that toy. I think she was only five years old. She got a runny nose. The mother wiped it off with her white fitted shirt. Suddenly her smiles were also wiped off. I think her mom was not able to buy what she really wanted. They got one regular spaghetti and soft drink. A kiss from her dad brought her smiles back. That meal, I think costs more than 50 but less than 80 pesos. Just enough to buy a meal for their little daughter. The couple was so happy while watching their daughter eating happily. They got nothing to put inside their belly but the joy which they were able to give their child was enough to make their heart fully satisfied.

- I've been watching them while I'm eating. I think it was a birthday gift for their daughter. Basing on how they look, I think they were beggars, destitute but with a real home. I define a home profoundly. Not just a house with four sides, but a happy family, enjoying each day of their life together despite of misery and poverty.

A PRAYER

2008-05-30T05:08:00.000-07:00

Almighty God,
Please guide my friends
Who will take the June Board Examination for Nurses on June 1 and 2, 2008.
This examination will be their key towards a more successful tomorrow.
Please bestow them a smart and confident mind
If they forgot the answer, or were confused, please whisper to them the right answer.
If they were nervous and irritable, please calm them.
Please bless their pens or pencils with your compassion and love.
Please give them the strength to face this special day in their life positively.
Please provide them a stable mind for them to view each questions clearer and with ease.
Please give them a good health, holistically and bring them on this special day cleared from anxiety.
Deliver them away from pessimism and hopelessness.
And never leave them alone in their seats

Our beloved God, please help them to pass this examination.
Always stay inside their hearts.

JUNE BOARD EXAMINATION
For FUTURE GOOD NURSES

Passers:

Katrina V. Custodio
Royal Calingo
Jhobbie Rhea Lugo
Kate Blazo
Laarni Villanueva
Prell Gomez
Bo Charity Octobre
And all of my deserving friends who took the exam.
I know all of you guys, will definitely PASS

AMEN.

from ken

(.!_!.)

"Green Paradise"

2008-05-25T05:43:00.000-07:00

by wildnervez

God created the world, green and virgin.
Now, man has created his own Eden. He gave birth to a new green world. A paradise which gives him a transient feeling of ecstasy and satisfaction.
Porn everywhere, obscene materials in just one click from the World Wide Web, smutty videos in each mobile phone, an old woman who had reached her 50's wearing underwear with an embroidery shouting, "FOR HIRE," are some of the new paradise of man.
Show business is a green paradise. Let's unzip some of the dirty secrets behind the camera. Many of my friends who are in the business unsealed some of these mess. I'm not pretty sure if these "FACTS ACCORDING TO THEM" were really true.
Many of the actors in show business are gays. As what I have said just earlier, show business is really a Green Paradise. They make the bed just for men. Remember the joke that gays have green fluids flowing within their vessels. A very popular actor who is very masculine, physically and in actions conceals a very obnoxious self. He uses to engage with same sex relationships. He is married and with beautiful and handsome children. A clue:. he is one of the endorser of a very popular whitening supplement. Another one is a much idolized and most admired hunk from a big network. He always denies the issues pertaining with his sexuality. A source said that there was a video recorded from a surveillance camera caught this man in action as he sucks his driver's cock. A clue:. CLEAR. The next one is a very good actor and a handsome model who had undergone a rectal surgery because of engaging in rough anal sex. A clue: BENCH. Green paradise of today is a fake paradise. I think it is a perfect hell. According to the bible, same sex relationship is a sin. Anyway, this is my belief and sorry for those who are offended. The next story is no more related with gays. This story is about a pretty actress-model who is trying to persuade her friend to have one night stand with rich man, mostly politicians and actors, for her to satisfy her pocket just like what she is doing since then. In short she is a slut. A clue:. Pantene. Another one is a very talented actress who committed abortion, five times. In short she is a simple slut. A clue:. One of the sisters.
Sex is a need of man. And I admit, I'm eager to join your petition to include it in the Maslow's hierarchy of needs hehe. It is a gift from God. However, today, man is exploiting this gift to commit sin. In some cases they think they have to commit sin just to satisfy their hungry belly. Who can blame them? I can't.
A story of a gay who had undergone minor rectal surgery after inserting a fluid container inside his butt is really a mess. We should respect our body. Maybe, he can find paradise in a cheap bottle inserted inside his asshole. As what I have said, this is purely my belief. And I'm not bearing any intentions to hurt others.
God created man bared, until man learned how to hide their cock and pussy from the hungry vultures and crows. Today, I think, many people want to see each other undressed. A rewind.
The real paradise is not the Green Paradise of today. Real ecstasy is not attainable with one orgasm, or even more. The real paradise is attainable through good deeds, diligence and through GOD.

"Blind"

2008-05-25T05:41:00.000-07:00

by wildnervez

I caught you staring at me
and it made me feel so crazy
I never expected that you will complete me
Cause, once, I was blind, dipped in immaturity.

For Three years, seven days a week
I'm awful as a million of geeks
I didnt share a glance with you
caused My eyes were once, a blind duo.

am I blind, or im just a fool
am I blind, or i just lost my soul
You always show me your caress
But I kept my day with you, emotionless

Four chambers of my heart were blocked
with plaque of stupidity which kept it locked
"Till the day came and you washed it with warmth
You opened it, you embraced my heart.

You opened my eyes profoundly
You removed my shades completely
Now, I can see your intense beauty,
You helped me to see the world widely.

Is Thiz for Real?

2008-05-24T04:38:00.000-07:00

Last May 17, I together with my cloze friends struggled with fogs and crazy rain in Baguio City.

We stayed in Teachers Camp for one night. We caught something nasty there which stimulated our arrector pili muscle. Quite scary.

Look, there is an image formed like a demon. My friends said that it looks like a face of a Tikbalang.

at first I find it really scary and ghastly but when i got a copy of it in my PC, I realized that it might be just a messy reflection of the flash from the cam.

Odd Beauty Secretz

2008-05-23T04:07:00.001-07:00

Natural beauty secrets, from the human body.

Semen is said to be good for the skin.
The reazon which may support thiz hearsay, is that, semen contains protein which helps in preventing wrinkles. It also contains amino acids and prostaglandins which aid in making your skin blooming and healthy.

It is scientifically proven, but, hehe, i'm not eager to massage my face with my semen. Dizgusting hehe.

_Porno Starz secret_
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Placenta(Inunan) is also high in protein. Hospitals and other health institutions is said to be selling placentas to different Cosmetic companies. Placenta is being used as a seceret component of shampoos and make-ups. Gross but we've been using it already since birth. Unless youve never tried to use any beauty products like shampoo and make-upz.

Red Roze

2008-05-23T01:52:00.001-07:00

by WildnerveZ

While sauntering around hiz Kingdom, the Prince saw a wild bloody red rose with a unique beauty he can't describe by words. Itz beauty iz different from other red species. Weird feelings which is for him iz inevitable invaded hiz heart. He fell in love with a flower. He was bewitched by itz strange beauty.

One humid afternoon, a cemetery man saw the prince lying near a grave, pulselezz, while holding a red rose tight near hiz chest. Hiz hand was bloody, slightly swelling.

The prince leaved the palace, a week he was found DEAD. One month before the incident, his girlfriend died because of extreme blood lozz. She was killed under the lethal words of the King. The prince witnessed her death, but he was not able to do something to protect her. He ran away, crying instead. The palace was against their relationship, because of their long gap in termz of their social status.

The prince was one week speechless, a week blinklezz, sleeplezz and three weekz suppresz with hiz mind gone. He was out of hiz head for a month after his girlfriend's death, until he died.

Fire ants (ants with fatal stings) which tried to invade the beauty of the flower stung the prince causing his doom. He died because of his desire to save the flower from miserable death.

Unconsciously the prince was attracted to a flower which bloomed on the grave of his girlfriend.

---a tragic story---

.:Why iz it The Prince didn't do the same thing while his girlfriend iz alive?

LOBO na ang Baboy

2008-05-22T04:43:00.000-07:00

while editing thiz blog,... I heard my mom talking while facing the mirror.

Lumolobo na naman daw sya.

whew. I used to laugh out Loud.

Crazy thoughtz invaded my wild head.

Pano hindi xa tataba, eh grabe kung kumaen.

Less nga ang rice,....mayat maya naman ang lafang.

hehe

"french fries lang naman kinaen ko eh."

she answered me nung sinita ko xa.

Last month ata nung I heard from "MOMS" ng QTV 11 na ang fries pala ay tinatawag ding "thousand islands"

Thousand islands cuz it contains almost thousand of calories. Grabe noh. Tataba ka talaga. kaya siguro medyo lumolobo na ako hehe. BABOY na nga daw ako.

Potatoes kasi is included as a bad carbz (carbohydrate). Fast kasi na naaabsorb ng katawan ang loadz ng potatoes. Kaya bawal lalo ito sa mga diabetic. hehe

According to a research, ang normal calorie intake daw ay 1940 calories per day for women and 2550 for men.

another diet trivia, try to avoid mangoez. Kasi it contains very high sugar. At lalo na if you have a sedentary lifestyle, mas mag gagain ka ng weight kasi hindi mo ito properly na buburn.

Apples, Tomatoez were two of the most recommended fruits for thoze who are eager to undergo diet programz.

Tapos dont forget to drink plenty of waters.

May study nga daw na nabasa ng friend ko sa tabloid. Wag daw maxado water kasi makakasama daw sa kidneys. Ewan ano rationale nila doon. But, what I know iz dat drinking plenty of clean water iz nice for the body. Diba nga may water theraphy na tinatawag. Pero it depends if contraindicated ang water sa health mo.

from 29-30 na waistline, eto almost 35 inches na.

hehe

"ano ba tong pwet ko nagmamantika."

hehe sabi nay ko saken.

Pano gumamit ng xenical.

Xenical kasi helps sa fats from the foods we ate na lumabas agad at hindi na ma store pa sa body kaya it helps talaga sa nag dadiet. Pero hindi assurance na kapag kain ka ng kain ng lechon tapos take ka xenical eh papayat ka. Dapat with proper diet and exercise kapag nag intake nito.

Mabaho pati fats pag natunaw kaya expect mo kapag uminom ka xenical na medyo mabaho ang pupu mo at madikit. Kaya ayusin ang buhos ng bowl, para hindi naglulumahid ang tae mo.

hehe

watch nyo yung movie na "FEED" by Brett Leonard maiintindihan nyo epekto ng over sa kain at over sa rest.

Next time ulit.

Okie.

Another crazy facts next time.

GOD BLEZZ> (.!_!.)